in 31 days my life is going to end. the love of my life is going. so far away that she wont be able to hear me scream a pathetic scream. i'll start stacking my room full of food and fat fucking coke cos im not leaving it til shes home. i wont sleep, cos ill be too scared i wont wake up to see her when she comes home. DONT LEAVE STEPH DONT DONT DONT! FML FML FML!