with the few mistakes i have made in my life. im coming to the term that lifes not always going to give me what i want. i have to stick my selfishness up my ass and play the cards i got dealt. i find myself praying to a god im not too sure is real. either way, i know somebody somewhere will listen. im facing the facts that im struggling. sitting around feeling sorry for myself will do me no good. im going to go down that road of change. whether it hurts me or praises me. i'll win.